Sunday, December 03, 2006

LiFE
been a long time since i've posted something here... life seems to have changed so much since the last post.. at least one indication that life's moving :)
increasingly realizing that life has a destination... this day to day living seems to be just a filler. there's a growing sense of uneasiness about the way life is moving, now that i've figured out the pattern. there are days when work keeps one on a high and sufficiently occupied to not think about anything else - 'am too busy' is the standard explanation one gives onself. then come those days when either work goes down, an emotional tie gets strained or suddenly, out of the blue, things stop working for you. in those few days, the philosophical self seems to suddenly wake up and everything feels meaningless, questions are raised about the way life is going... but well, come the next cycle and suddenly all the doubts vanish into thin air and life is normal again till the next drop.
what are we doing? why is there a constant emptiness in life? there are things one gets passionate about - some people are passionate about their jobs, some have hobbies and some are passionately in love. over time the passion fades, the enthusiasm wanes and things look bleak.
we all know there is a bigger purpose to life. but what is it? i know its different for us all. some poeple find purpose in charitable works, some find it in expression of some kind of art, and for a lucky few their jobs lead to satisfaction and a purpose.
what am i here for? will i just keep looking for the bigger purpose and never find it? will life be a constant roller coaster of emotional upheavels?
something just doesn't feel right. why aren't we taught about this stage in school? why aren't we prepared for life instead of being prepared to be a doctor or an engineer?
praying seems to help in these times, but sometimes one wonders what's the right question to ask our good lord up there?

17 Comments:

Blogger moodysinger said...

The words seem universal. Some years ago, I thought of a hypothesis "Life is an excuse for death". Now it may sound overtly pessimistic, but i find it true.. We all are waiting for the ultimate truth. In normal circumstance, all of us are in queue as per our ages. Our lifetimes are actually waitng times. Our schools tell us what all is available on life's menu to kill time. We look at others to find what they have chosen to get maximum enjoyment. We follow them.
Some of us are happy, most of us aren't.
The former types are either the ones who are fully enjoying their time or the ones who are happy to find something to occupy time.
The latter types are either the ones who aren't happy with whatever they have to kill time or the ones who don't have anything to kill time.
Anyone can be in any category at any time depending upon who in the queue do you choose to follow (identify with).
Any sense in the above or should i finish with these lines by Ghalib:
"bak raha hoon junoon mein kya kya kucch,
kucch na samjhe khuda kare koi"

-mudit

Thursday, December 07, 2006 4:10:00 PM  
Blogger In search of joy said...

Thought provoked...

Well I only wanna say that change is the constant part of life...

Friday, December 08, 2006 9:06:00 PM  
Blogger adi said...

hmmm
first of all, good to have u back
in any mood, but back is back :)

second, u've worded my feelings...but the answers i'm looking for, are eluding u also...i know one thing, i wont stop asking the q's...

u take care n pls do stay in touch

Saturday, December 09, 2006 2:21:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

nice1 again... change in life is must.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007 11:12:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sorry dost, m deleting ur bookmark
delhidreams

Thursday, January 18, 2007 6:35:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

where is ur jan article... waiting for tht... :)

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 7:47:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.

Friday, January 26, 2007 9:54:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"Lord, I have a problem!"
"What's the problem, Eve?"
"Lord, I know you've created me and have provided this beautiful garden and all of these wonderful animals and that hilarious comedy snake, but I'm just not happy."
"Why is that, Eve?" came the reply from above.
"Lord, I am lonely. And I'm sick to death of apples." "Well, Eve, in that case, I have a solution. I shall create a man for you."
"What's a 'man,' Lord?"
"This man will be a flawed creature, with aggressive tendencies, an enormous ego and an inability to empathize or listen to you properly, he'll basically give you a hard time. He'll be bigger, faster, and more muscular than you. He'll be really good at fighting and kicking a ball about and hunting fleet-footed ruminants, But, he'll be pretty good in the sack."
"I can put up with that," says Eve, with an ironically raised eyebrow.
"Yeah well, he's better than a poke in the eye with a burnt stick. But, there is one condition."
"What's that, Lord?"
"You'll have to let him believe that I made him first."
:D :D :D

_____________________________
[url=http://shemalesex.iwannaforum.com]shemale and gay and sex[/url]

Saturday, January 27, 2007 5:46:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi all! [url=http://girlsonnet.blogspot.com]sexy girls[/url] | [url=http://sexcam-.blogspot.com]sexy webcam videos[/url] | [url=http://www.blogigo.de/livechat]live chat[/url] [url=http://xanaxxx.blogspot.com]xanax cheap[/url] [url=http://xanax-info-.blogspot.com]xanax buy[/url] [url=http://xanax-top.blogspot.com] xanax online[/url] [url=http://phentermine-top.blogspot.com]phentermine buy[/url] [url=http://phentermineee.blogspot.com]phentermine online[/url] [url=http://pphentermine.blogspot.com]phentermine cheap[/url] [url=http://tramadol-top.blogspot.com]tramadol buy[/url] [url=http://tramadoldol.blogspot.com]tramadol online[/url] [url=http://tramadol-pret.blogspot.com]tramadol cheap[/url] [url=http://levaquin-top.blogspot.com]levaquin buy[/url] [url=http://levaquinn.blogspot.com]levaquin online[/url] [url=http://ilevaquin.blogspot.com]levaquin cheap[/url] [url=http://norvasc-top.blogspot.com]lnorvasc buy[/url] [url=http://babylon-xxx.blogspot.com]sex online[/url]
[url=http://babylon1.blogspot.com]babe online[/url] [url=http://casino-lasvegas.blogspot.com]casino online[/url] [url=http://casino-usa.blogspot.com]casino online[/url] [url=http://roulette-zero.blogspot.com]lroulette online[/url] [url=http://blackjack06.blogspot.com]blackjack online[/url] [url=http://poker-shmokker.blogspot.com]lpoker online[/url] [url=http://phentermine.aliasy.org]phentermine online[/url] [url=http://hometown.aol.com/BuyXanaxO/XANAX.html]xanax[/url] [url=http://hometown.aol.com/BuyXanaxO/BUYXANAX.html]xanax buy[/url] [url=http://hometown.aol.com/BuyXanaxO/PHENTERMINE.html]phentermine[/url] [url=http://hometown.aol.com/BuyXanaO/BUYPHENTERMINE.html]phentermine buy[/url] [url=http://hometown.aol.com/BuyXanaxO/PHENTERMINECHEAP.html]phentermine cheap[/url] | [url=http://www.blogigo.de/livechat]live chat[/url]
for fun

Monday, January 29, 2007 11:07:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

College students filmed their own film, rather drunk students:-)
Links here:
free shemale sex com
clip free hairy hairy pussy sexy video
b b b b porn sexy star wit...movies.wmv
adult big clip free free hardcore sex sex tit
anal free hardcore picture sex
clip free group sex

y-group-sex.html>free gay group sex

free group sex teen
free ebony lesbian sex
free interracial movie sex
free gay porn movies.com
free mp4 porn movies for psp
free index lesbian link sex singinacti.si.funpic.org videos.html
anal free porn sex
bisexual free porn mmf
clip free latin movie porn sex

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 11:20:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

College students filmed their own film, rather drunk students:-)
Links here:
fr
ee shemale sex trailer

black free gallery hoe hood pussy sex shack xxx
free video clip sex with pussy
hot porn pretty sexy star

ies1.info/amateur-free-hardcore-picture-sex.html>amateur free hardcore picture sex

daily free free hardcore movie picture sex sex worldsex.com
free group picture porn sex
free group sex teen
free ebony sex
free interracial sex cheating white wife
free hot older male gay porn movies
free mp4 porn movies
fre
e interracial sex videos


black clip free porn sex teen video
clip free latin movie porn sex

Wednesday, January 31, 2007 8:37:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i'd rather say that ppl under 18 are not allowed - too hot for their young brains:-)
free pic sex shemale
black free pussy sex video
free sexy pussy pic
female porn sexy star
clip daily free hardcore sex woman
adult group sex video free
free gallery group monofoniche sex
ebony free mpeg sex
free ebony anal sex movie
free interracial lesbian pic sex
free dvd porn movies
free korean porn movies
free latin sex sample videos
free videos of sex mmf
black free gay having man porn sex
clip free latin movie porn sex

Friday, February 02, 2007 9:11:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

received some mails at my blog - what to do? there are links in those letters:
c
ard credit download free needed no porn


wnload-free-porn.moviesofsex.info/download-for-free-xxx-porn-movie.html>download for free xxx porn movie


tp://amateur-sex.moviesofsex.info/amateur-anal-sex-picture.html>amateur anal sex picture

anal sex advice for couples
ass sex boob video
black ass sex clip
free big ass sex clip
asian sex doll
beautiful contains mature sex
.com ebony gay sex
animation gay sex
big ass teen sex
big teen sex
amateur lesbian sex pic
audio lesbian sex story

Saturday, February 03, 2007 9:23:00 AM  
Blogger adi said...

now this is way beyond being late...
how r u?

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 11:59:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

u know me...

Saturday, October 20, 2007 12:06:00 AM  
Blogger adam said...

Hi, this is not so related to your page, but it is the site you asked me 1 month ago about the abs diet. I tried it, worked well. Well here is the site

Saturday, December 22, 2007 8:47:00 PM  
Blogger barb michelen said...

Hello I just entered before I have to leave to the airport, it's been very nice to meet you, if you want here is the site I told you about where I type some stuff and make good money (I work from home): here it is

Friday, December 28, 2007 6:06:00 PM  

Post a Comment

<< Home